1. |
Forbidden Fruit
03:50
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does cheating oneself equal cheating god?
and why say forever? all will corrode
one dance before hundreds of happy eyes
one kiss and one word mean great sacrifice
when somebody teaches they never tell
of borderline senses they used to revel
and justice is blind but ideally sharp
when sword waits for you instead of a harp
i know how feelings get vulgarized
and i know how it feels to get hypnotized
my feeble love can't stand your pursuit
forbidden fruit
when i said hold on i didn't mean
to catch you but fall with you into this sin
and spreading the folly all over the sheets
we both curse the day when we had to meet
loving each other in moonlight and fug
we try to forget all we used to mug
killing faith killing descency in oblivion
don't be naive when i say hold on
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2. |
Thirteen Steps
03:46
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oh yeah i'm angry now
'cause your insincerity
convinces me once again
i didn't have to bear my best
to put near you
oh yeah i swallow pique
for useless hopes i used to stash
in my heart in my soul
many times i died for them
thirteen steps to nowhere
thirteen lies and just one truth
you think i really care
of something lost in the dreams of youth
beholding world in its glory
i cried for reasons
no words could explain
but then i woke up
and felt the burden of it on my chest
time got touchable and slippery
i never thought
that you in your magnificence
would become my nightmare after all
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3. |
Magnetic Storm
03:53
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i know that being feeble diminishes me
and if i had more impudence i could feel free
being someone's victim is like a deadlock
so then i step out of this viscous stand-off
once i feel myself secure and confident
losing all the cramps throughout my brain and parts
suddenly i nose certain familiar scent
and then i turn into a kid who's just heard reprimands
and you still won't let me go
crawling on my ceiling
your presence benumbs my feelings
like magnetic storm
i have an unstable pressure and heartbeat
my consciousness expands and blurs the view around
you become the centre of my migraine world
and i can't force myself to write another song
all the words i put in verses desiccate
as my mind emits the last flinders of verve
you suppress my action with your permissiveness
spirals of my way are coming to regress
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4. |
In Dust
03:37
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encumbered by the different means of life
no one told you how to act with your desires
and in rendering you find yourself again
'cause every way you try is just another ban
in dust
in dust you shall return
believe me
you're yearning saying your way's inglorious
alienation comes to stay inside your mind
killing time in soul-searching every night
leads you to the state in which you just can't fight
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5. |
Goodbye
04:10
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take your time and close the circle
then catch your breath and start again
don't you see that it's about to crumble?
i turn around and we're no more friends
goodbye
don't try to reassure you're never going to forget
the only truth
is that there's no more we can get
i hate your eyes they are filled with hypocrisy
and your laughter can melt my insides
it's hard to cherish something that's significant
when all the pains get denied
i hate your eyes
there's no more we can get
funny but i'm not very sad
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6. |
Wish (feat. OMNIMAR)
03:54
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how i wish i could be oh my precious
closest to you thoughtful life-companion
and to hold your hand in mine forever
take your pain while resting on your shoulders
how i wish i could make you admit me
take me to your journey through the ages
i will never leave you feeling lonely
only heaven knows how much i love you
when words mean nothing to you
and you have all your feelings dumping
you hide
and you don't believe me when i cry
they corrupted all the saint you carried
killed your faith and punished you for nothing
and this crime i will keep unforgiven
while i'm here they won't feel safe believe me
how i wish i could be oh my precious
closest to you thoughtful life-companion
but there's nothing left for me but yearning
in weak hope that someday you admit me
please
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7. |
Tremors
04:43
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ambivalent sensations
still penetrate my heart
and empty revelations
i left undone so far
the rhythm of my being
got indistinct again
you left your mark for long
as tremors in my hands
oh well i'm not okay here
really i'm not okay here
without you
my spirit is in torture
i know you'll never hear
the only thing you gave me
is paralyzing fear
the fear that i'm not able
to overcome this date
i know someday you show up
but it's going to be too late
you left me here in tremors
i'm stuck here in tremors
without you
they can live without you
it's only me who needs you
they can live without you
it's only me who really needs you
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8. |
Eagle Song
06:24
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i don't want to love you anymore
hovering over tomtits' nests
oh i see too much that is real
it pulls me down with it's heaviness
my feathers now become my chains
and my soul weeps here every time
when you appear like flower in my sight
i realize you can't be mine
don't stay
don't go
i'd tear myself apart to take you here
but you won't make it through elevation
i'd let us be together just for flash
'cause without you
i am doomed to live my life in tension
i wish i could become a stone
lying on warm and humid ground
i wish to feel nothing at all
when our worlds can never merge
your eyes shine brightly in my dreams
i hate my faith for who i am
being an eagle is my hardest path
and who can tell if i am damned?
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