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Tremors

by konclever

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1.
does cheating oneself equal cheating god? and why say forever? all will corrode one dance before hundreds of happy eyes one kiss and one word mean great sacrifice when somebody teaches they never tell of borderline senses they used to revel and justice is blind but ideally sharp when sword waits for you instead of a harp i know how feelings get vulgarized and i know how it feels to get hypnotized my feeble love can't stand your pursuit forbidden fruit when i said hold on i didn't mean to catch you but fall with you into this sin and spreading the folly all over the sheets we both curse the day when we had to meet loving each other in moonlight and fug we try to forget all we used to mug killing faith killing descency in oblivion don't be naive when i say hold on
2.
oh yeah i'm angry now 'cause your insincerity convinces me once again i didn't have to bear my best to put near you oh yeah i swallow pique for useless hopes i used to stash in my heart in my soul many times i died for them thirteen steps to nowhere thirteen lies and just one truth you think i really care of something lost in the dreams of youth beholding world in its glory i cried for reasons no words could explain but then i woke up and felt the burden of it on my chest time got touchable and slippery i never thought that you in your magnificence would become my nightmare after all
3.
i know that being feeble diminishes me and if i had more impudence i could feel free being someone's victim is like a deadlock so then i step out of this viscous stand-off once i feel myself secure and confident losing all the cramps throughout my brain and parts suddenly i nose certain familiar scent and then i turn into a kid who's just heard reprimands and you still won't let me go crawling on my ceiling your presence benumbs my feelings like magnetic storm i have an unstable pressure and heartbeat my consciousness expands and blurs the view around you become the centre of my migraine world and i can't force myself to write another song all the words i put in verses desiccate as my mind emits the last flinders of verve you suppress my action with your permissiveness spirals of my way are coming to regress
4.
In Dust 03:37
encumbered by the different means of life no one told you how to act with your desires and in rendering you find yourself again 'cause every way you try is just another ban in dust in dust you shall return believe me you're yearning saying your way's inglorious alienation comes to stay inside your mind killing time in soul-searching every night leads you to the state in which you just can't fight
5.
Goodbye 04:10
take your time and close the circle then catch your breath and start again don't you see that it's about to crumble? i turn around and we're no more friends goodbye don't try to reassure you're never going to forget the only truth is that there's no more we can get i hate your eyes they are filled with hypocrisy and your laughter can melt my insides it's hard to cherish something that's significant when all the pains get denied i hate your eyes there's no more we can get funny but i'm not very sad
6.
how i wish i could be oh my precious closest to you thoughtful life-companion and to hold your hand in mine forever take your pain while resting on your shoulders how i wish i could make you admit me take me to your journey through the ages i will never leave you feeling lonely only heaven knows how much i love you when words mean nothing to you and you have all your feelings dumping you hide and you don't believe me when i cry they corrupted all the saint you carried killed your faith and punished you for nothing and this crime i will keep unforgiven while i'm here they won't feel safe believe me how i wish i could be oh my precious closest to you thoughtful life-companion but there's nothing left for me but yearning in weak hope that someday you admit me please
7.
Tremors 04:43
ambivalent sensations still penetrate my heart and empty revelations i left undone so far the rhythm of my being got indistinct again you left your mark for long as tremors in my hands oh well i'm not okay here really i'm not okay here without you my spirit is in torture i know you'll never hear the only thing you gave me is paralyzing fear the fear that i'm not able to overcome this date i know someday you show up but it's going to be too late you left me here in tremors i'm stuck here in tremors without you they can live without you it's only me who needs you they can live without you it's only me who really needs you
8.
Eagle Song 06:24
i don't want to love you anymore hovering over tomtits' nests oh i see too much that is real it pulls me down with it's heaviness my feathers now become my chains and my soul weeps here every time when you appear like flower in my sight i realize you can't be mine don't stay don't go i'd tear myself apart to take you here but you won't make it through elevation i'd let us be together just for flash 'cause without you i am doomed to live my life in tension i wish i could become a stone lying on warm and humid ground i wish to feel nothing at all when our worlds can never merge your eyes shine brightly in my dreams i hate my faith for who i am being an eagle is my hardest path and who can tell if i am damned?

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The second konclever album.

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released September 21, 2015

music, lyrics, arrangements and vocals by Ayli Konclever

guitars on "Goodbye" by Ayli Konclever

vocals on "Wish" by Maria Mar (OMNIMAR band)

artwork by Paul Kirjenin

all tracks are recorded, mixed and mastered at REVELATE BASEMENT STUDIO, except "Wish" (vocals)

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