i don't want to love you anymore
hovering over tomtits' nests
oh i see too much that is real
it pulls me down with it's heaviness
my feathers now become my chains
and my soul weeps here every time
when you appear like flower in my sight
i realize you can't be mine
don't stay
don't go
i'd tear myself apart to take you here
but you won't make it through elevation
i'd let us be together just for flash
'cause without you
i am doomed to live my life in tension
i wish i could become a stone
lying on warm and humid ground
i wish to feel nothing at all
when our worlds can never merge
your eyes shine brightly in my dreams
i hate my faith for who i am
being an eagle is my hardest path
and who can tell if i am damned?
credits
from Tremors,
released September 21, 2015
music, lyrics, arrangement and vocals by Ayli Konclever
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