the things i don't want to know are forever in
the damage i do to myself keeps my pain within
my loneliness and my decay are showing again
i'm not really praying to find the only friend
so what can i say sitting here all alone?
looking through all the things i've ever done
i see no other way to live but like this
suffering helps me find out that you are the one
i'm still not really enough of the feelings inside
i'm still not really enough of the things i had not
people around me corrupt all the kindness and love
soon i'll just throw away all the saint things i once had
sorry that i can't forgive you and i can't pretend
but in this world it is hard to find someone to hear
look at me once again and realize i'm not wrong
look at me once again and realize i'm still here
i'm not the person you knew before anymore
don't try to find something warm in my dead eyes
you were the one i was belief and i failed
faith in my heart is the ashes embraced by the wind
credits
from Inner,
released January 15, 2015
music and lyrics by Ayli Konclever
recorded, mixed and mastered at REVELATE BASEMENT STUDIO
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